waiting for mail

i look out at night to see the letterbox under the street lightyour letters have faded awaybut i know there's another on its wayi've been feeling lonesome and i cry since the day you said goodbyei feel shiversas the whispersof your letters reach my necki step in the darkness looking for hapily ever aftersi roam in this room i will die in this toombwith plaster under my toes,shivers down my spinei tell u im feeling finethere's pain under my skina smile on my face hurting meas fear is screaming out inside me